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kim 'i'm an expert on yoo joonghyuk' dokja. ([personal profile] afterword) wrote2021-09-25 03:11 pm
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-22 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
I'm fine. Stop touching me.

[ We will pretend he got changed, too. He is moderately healed? Some things are still painful and they will need to heal more, then there's the scar that crosses his right eye very familiar to a certain someone. Fortunately, he can open both eyes fine. He's felt worse before.

So he... Gently... Very gently. Crosses his legs.
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... It was like Reincarnation Island. I had different memories.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-22 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
It seems that Rameel has healed me quite well. I still have burns, but they do not nearly hinder my movements as much as it did before. My bullet wounds have also closed up, but they need more healing, which is the same for my arm. [ Closing his eyes. ] I still have a painful headache.

[ So, overall, he is fine? Sure. His body aches, but eh. Could be worse. Niah is also done trying to tend himself, merely lounging here. ]

... Yes. Instead of the scenario sending you into a body as a second personality or entity, this one would be more like injecting memories into us. I didn't remember anything about myself.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-22 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
I have bartered for medical supplies myself, Kim Dokja. I can take care of myself.

[ He even patches himself some more after! The weight on his shoulder gets a small groan because body still sore. The aftershock is a lot, though it has dulled. Good thing Joonghyuk is used to dying.

Niah lets her do that, though he's a little too tired to do more. Joonghyuk wants to rest.
]

Yes. The memories are still there. They're trying to take over... I wonder if this is an additional effect of that trip.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-22 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Stop trying to hit him? He's injured? To be honest, Joonghyuk has never seen Dokja worried about him back at home... It was always composed or outlandish (or Joonghyuk is unconscious), like Dokja smacking him, nothing like how morose the other man looks.

It's a side of Dokja he has never seen. Eyes drop to see the words he can't read too well and he... Smacks Dokja's wrist. Stop that. Stop.
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As if I would lose myself to such ridiculous memories. [ ... ] I would worry more about the other three that were with me.

[ They are just regular people. ]
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-22 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
... Rather than the memories, I'm more concerned about their sanity. Not everyone is used to taking the lives of those they know.

[ Imagine... Suddenly becoming a serial killer. Joonghyuk supposes an identity crisis is a lot, too. It's hard for him to discern since this feels normal for him.

He's about to retell the story, but he catches Dokja looking like he wants to speak? Then not?
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Did you want to say something?
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-22 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
They are not used to killing in droves.

[ You know. Like some people here? At least their experience allows them to look past these sad times.

He lightly drums his fingers against his forearm.
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With these new memories, we were employed to steal something from a highly guarded prison. Its name was Jurda and it was supposed to enhance someone's strength. [ ... ] It ended up being an angel with their wings clipped and broken, held in a cell. Not the dusty kind, though.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-23 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
No. [ Not dusty and not Watcher-like. ] The setting also didn't seem related to Ahnkeen... Since what we found was an angel, I do think it's worth thinking about it for a moment.

I had thought that maybe it was an angel that tried to return to their world, but got imprisoned... Based on the note found in Ahnkeen.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-23 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
It's starting to make me wonder which of the notes are actually true and what is more perspective.

We found a note that claimed that "Dust" is evidence of the original sin.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-23 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
... I wonder if it's something the Watchers can answer.

[ Despite just dying, Joonghyuk is thinking about lore. Lore. LOREE. ]

But there will be another trial this Saturday.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-23 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ Joonghyuk goes quiet as he looks at him. Niah makes a little whine, but doesn't make more noise. They usually have time to talk stories to know more, but it is Thursday and they don't know who will go missing the next day. Of course, Joonghyuk wonders if it's him or if it's the man before him.

There's another realm where those lost wait, doing tasks of their own, and he tells himself if they were to separate it won't be for forever. If anything, he chides himself again for wanting. This isn't Kim Dokja from his worldline... It is what keeps him from saying too much.
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I'll find someone. [ ... ] Don't get blood on yourself.
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[personal profile] malewife 2021-10-23 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to let you hit me.

[ Dokja doesn't have any right? After everything they've been through, everything Dokja put them through... Niah lifts his head when the little fox leaves, now Joonghyuk looks down when she stops by. It's tempting to touch her fur, but the taboo tells him no.

... What an annoying feeling. He knows it never existed before. Anyway, go little fox.
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