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kim 'i'm an expert on yoo joonghyuk' dokja. ([personal profile] afterword) wrote2022-06-05 01:54 pm

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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-06-30 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's a good thing jin is there for her to hold when the memory hits.

there is an expanse to this story that she can't quite comprehend - the meta of it, but she can understand the emotions in it. she can even understand some of the motives. after all, hasn't she called for her own death, in these murdergames alone?

but to ask for everyone who loves you to kill you in this way... ]


Was it worth it to be killed by the person you love most?
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-02 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ on a base level, it's something she could see herself doing, if it had nothing to do with demons. she's incredibly racist against demons, for reasons like they kill everyone, which dokja only confirms.

but shinobu is someone who would choose to be killed over having to kill everyone. it's terrible how much she won't disagree with him for his choice here even if she can also understand the pain of those he made cut him down. ]


Is there no escaping fate in your world? No changing what's predetermined?

[ she doesn't know how fates work in his world. ]

... Are you alive, Dokja-san?
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-03 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're alive and have peace, then I'm relieved. Are you happy?

[ is the life he's living now a happy one? because you can be at peace but still not happy. ]
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-03 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the void is as good as a place as any even though they're literally suitemates. shinobu's mood is never great after the weekend, but after a week of three deaths, it's probably worse. she's still mostly smiles as she usually is.

she kneels to greet the inevitability of jin sensing her almost immediately. ]


Hello, Dokja-san, Jin.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-04 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ she loves jin so much. hugging the fox, she answers: ]

I'm saddened by what happened, and I'm upset because I wanted the truth for all three.

[ the victims who didn't kill... their hostages' safety is at risk if they don't find a way to bring the dead back, on top of their murderers deciding they could be dead. ]

One is still better than none even if...

[ it's the one who had their hands forced, and also marie at the end of that execution.... not good vibes at all. ]
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-04 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ is his hostage MY DAUGHTER

she hums in return. ]


If that's true, I'm glad. I'll admit I saw some worrying things in another memory about you. [ three guesses where and who and the first two don't count. ]

So if the time you're from is happy and peaceful, I hope it remains that way once you return safely with your hostage.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-04 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not surprised either. It simply would have been nice. I've never cared for the voting system either.

[ it's less a matter of sending everyone to execution and more that there are some decisions that are easier to live with, that sit better with her. ]

I don't think it'd be viable to get a tie vote nor would I want one, but those who choose to take a life with clarity of mind should be more aware of their consequences.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-04 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... ]

I am starting to wonder if Yoo Joonghyuk-san has the right of it now.

[ she chose to die multiple times over the course of multiple games, but she wouldn't choose to make anyone suffer her death nine times. ]

... Is it too personal to ask who she is?
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-07 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ MY DAUGHTER

shinobu..... accepts with skepticism because she sees their similarities, and they're not great. she understands and utilizes self-sacrifice, but she does understand the scars they leave behind with how many scars she has of her own.

she looks at his locket. cute... ]


I'm sorry it seems she's being used by another system now. I want all of us to leave here safely.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-07 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
It's never happened where I witness it, but I have heard they would all go up for execution in another place.

[ it is not something she wants to witness. she doesn't think it's a curiosity that would satisfy. i, ara, however would love to see a tie vote. ]

We don't know what happens to the shadows once they release their host of the week. I think about how if it is more shadows, if it'll end up being an equal amount the following week.
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-10 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ hello? this is immediate alarm. she opens the door immediately and peaks in. ]

Jin? Kim Dokja-san? Are you all right?
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[personal profile] wisterin 2022-07-10 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
... I see. Do you need help getting her in?

[ she will betray her favorite fox.... for this one thing.

at least it is briefly getting her mind off all that sadness. ]

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