If anyone can understand my decision in this very moment, it's probably you. I'm not sure if this will buy us much time- if any, really. But I figured it was at least worth a try. Rather than have one team win... I want to try and even the numbers out.
"It is easy to think - if only it were me, instead. Isn't it?"
If someone needs to be sacrificed, then I'm happy to take it upon myself. I hope you can understand that this was my decision.
[ seems like something started to be written here but was messily erased before the letter continues. ]
Since I have no choice but to be completely honest, I'm not used to the idea of friends. Or having them. I spent most of my life alone with only a story to keep me company.
..But I would like to consider us maybe being friends.
Keep your head up high, and I hope you can keep an eye on Yoo Joonghyuk while I'm not there like I asked of you before.
I'm counting on you and everyone else to figure this out.
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