afterword | ★ ( bookmarked: supreme king. )

⌘ MONTH YEAR

To Yoo Joonghyuk,

I know no matter what I say here will alleviate your loathing and scorn towards me. Especially after you told me to not do anything dangerous and foolish.

It probably won't make it any easier if I mentioned that this was my decision alone. To make myself a target like this. But if we're going to have enough time, even if it's only a little, I just have to go for it. Those that I know of to be on my team have gone through enough so better if it's me that's sacrificed.

"Why didn't you just ask me to do it, you fool?"

I'm sure that's what you're thinking. I've put you through enough as is, and this won't be any better I know, but to ask you to kill me, I...

I couldn't ask that of you again. Especially if you were to get caught. You're much more important to the people here than I am. I can only hope I've done enough. Ah, but if you happen to find my killer, try not to be too cruel to them, alright?

There's more I could probably say but I'll save it until we meet again. You can go ahead and hit me when that happens, I'll let you.

사랑해

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